Better Alone

A social butterfly
That’s how,
You remember me.
It was all a lie
And the people,
At the party
Used to laugh,
At my jokes
But now they only laugh at me…..

So, Fuck You!
When I don’t feel right
Hello! when I need to talk
Don’t, call me
On the telephone
Cause I’ll call you
When I want

Used to chat
For hours
When I still could
Forget that
Every time I speak
These days
Its hard to hear
Because it’s muffled
From the foot that’s in my mouth

So, Fuck You!
When I don’t feel right
Hello! when I need to talk
Don’t call me
On the telephone
Cause I’ll call you
When I want

I want to be alone
Just want to be alone
Because it’s easier
So easy…..to be…….me

Girl Reflecting

Infinite, Circle, Un-breaking, Continuous
Laying Eyelids Flicker
Under Heated Silenced, nothing
Not quite silent
Not really loud

White flakes of petals fall
Snowing under frozen ice
With the warmth of summer
Nothing heated
Nothing chilled

Cotton candy rolling hills
Casting blocks of shadows
Bands of light and dark
No lightness
No darkness

Blended, with red clay earth
Body lying deathly still
Faint pulse, a rise and fall
Really Alive

Nothing is everything
All is for none
Infinity is only Equal to one